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Posted on March 26, 2005 @ 8:47 am
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ADD IT!
Add me first & I'll add you back, just so that I know you want to be there.
Ciao, loves.
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Posted on March 24, 2005 @ 4:40 pm
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Homemade low carb shakes are DISGUSTING.
I'm so dumb.
But David Weeks is the best EVER.
Woot!
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Posted on March 22, 2005 @ 4:20 pm
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to wish impossible things- the cure |
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Afterschool I took pictures of this that are nature-y because I had a rather unexcitingly crappy day. Why was it crap? Well, give me a reason why it wasn't crap.
Lots & lots of flowers. None for you. Except I left my bouqet of clover flowers with Frankie. & I did take pictures. I'll post 'em soon.
Mrs. Morris is leaving. Who will I have immense amounts of fun with in Quizbowl and English V next year? No one. That's who. Bah.
Prom is stressing me out. I don't know how I'm going to pay for it. This weekend will probably be expensive too since I have nothing to do but go places & spend money.
Plans for dress- find tea-length or any other cute cheap dress in Hot Pink and just borrow Sie's really sexy shoes. The girl in the off-white dress. Them shoes. IF they fit. If not, I'll need new plans.
Bugger it all. *rips hair out*
I don't want to go to school tomorrow. At all. There's absolutely no point & it will be no fun.
Waaahhhh
I did crunches & ran in PE. Guess what we're working out tonight?? Ze legs et ze abbies. GRR.
Someone make me smile.
Oh, and I took this.
Advanced Global Personality Test Results | Extraversion | |||||||||| | 33% | | Stability | |||| | 16% | | Orderliness | |||||||||||| | 43% | | Empathy | |||||||||||| | 50% | | Interdependence | |||||||||||||| | 56% | | Intellectual | |||||||||||||||| | 70% | | Mystical | |||||||||||||| | 56% | | Artistic | |||||| | 23% | | Religious | |||||||||||||||| | 70% | | Hedonism | |||||||||||| | 43% | | Materialism | |||||||||||||| | 56% | | Narcissism | |||||||||||||| | 56% | | Adventurousness | |||||||||||||||| | 70% | | Work ethic | |||||||||||||| | 56% | | Self absorbed | |||||||||||| | 50% | | Conflict seeking | |||||| | 30% | | Need to dominate | |||||||||||||| | 56% | | | Romantic | |||||||||||||||| | 70% | | Avoidant | |||||||||||||| | 56% | | Anti-authority | |||||||||| | 36% | | Wealth | |||||| | 30% | | Dependency | |||||||||||||||| | 70% | | Change averse | |||||||||||| | 50% | | Cautiousness | |||||||||||||| | 56% | | Individuality | |||||||||| | 36% | | Sexuality | |||||||||||| | 43% | | Peter pan complex | |||||||||||||||| | 63% | | Physical security | |||||||||| | 36% | | Food indulgent | |||||||||||||||| | 63% | | Histrionic | |||||||||||||| | 56% | | Paranoia | |||||||||||||||||||| | 90% | | Vanity | |||||||||||||||||| | 76% | | Hypersensitivity | |||||||||||||||||||| | 83% | | Female cliche | |||||||||||||||||||| | 83% | |
| Take Free Advanced Global Personality Testpersonality tests by similarminds.com& it put my charactistic traits as basically solitary, mopey, dependant, depressed, unmotivated, & a crappy crappy person. I am such the female cliche.
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Posted on March 09, 2005 @ 10:57 am
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the boy who blocked his own shot - brand new |
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Y'know what, Jorge, you need to stop with the good sad music that fits me perfectly. Seriously, I love you.
( Crestfallen - Smashing Pumpkins )</font></center>
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Posted on February 27, 2005 @ 4:49 pm
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Dear Sephora,
Stop depriving us New Orleanians of your fabulous makeup and skin care lines. Shit, go to the Riverwalk and jack up the prices slightly to make up for the lack of sales tax. Just please, honor our lame city with your presence. Have you SEEN what girls consider makeup here? It's either clashy or slutty or nonexistant. Please consider putting a store at least in Baton Rouge, for the closest one is in Texas or Florida.
Best Regards,
Maggie Cameron
*pouts*
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Posted on February 27, 2005 @ 3:46 pm
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Sundays make me sad.
Woman so weary, the sweet cause in vain
You make love, you break love
It's all the same
When it's, when it's over, mama
Music, sweet music
I wish I could caress, caress, caress
Manic depression is a frustrating mess
Well, I think I'll go turn myself off,
And go on down
All the way down
Really ain't no use in me hanging around
In your kinda scene
♥?
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Posted on February 23, 2005 @ 2:47 pm
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Posted on February 20, 2005 @ 9:33 pm
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autumn's monologue - fAtA (oh, the woe) |
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Ow ow ow.
I forgot that too much crawfish gives me a tummy ache. Goshdarn you, MSG or whatever spice they use!
Who knows...
Byaw.
Hmm.. people liked when I posted this in ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/community.gif) lifelyrics, and it's living proof that 90s top40rock still has relevance to my life in 2005.
( Push - Matchbox20 )
I feel better I think... I did homework and thought and wrote and everything will be okay. I skimmed the end of Wuthering Heights and got VERY confused chapter wise because I have two volumes and everyone else doesn't. Blrinbve.
Sleepy tea time.
{edit} I made this in california one night. It's in my profile but you're probably too lazy to check that so if you're interested ( this ) replaced my first picture because it got old and boring. I am emo. Please kill me before the butterknife does.
done.
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Posted on February 05, 2005 @ 2:45 am
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Ha... my mom is wasting her money on therapy.
I know I should be 'vacationing' but I just realized what I've been feeling lately and why I've been so upset thusfar in 2005.
I try to look positively on the future. I really do. But all I can see is my reflection in a mirror. I see where I am and what I'm like now, and what's behind me. Everything in pretty sharp detail. I'm entraced by it, I narsissitically refuse to see past it. But like mirrored glass, if I move closer and concentrate I can see through.
I'm going to look past my reflection. not "I want to."
I'm going to figure out what I'm doing.
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| I will be your ACCIDENT if you will be my ambulance... |
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Posted on February 04, 2005 @ 5:08 pm
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Do it all over again - spiritualized. |
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Thanks to my homies who commented yesterday. I'd love to talk about shit but I already think I know what you'll try to tell me, which is one of the suckier parts about it. Other things are just too personal to be said aloud.
I don't know how to feel right now. Like, I'm no longer enthused about leaving. I just want to spend the next week curled in a ball in my room. Or partying and being equally as self-destructive as my classmates. I wish I didn't think I was better than all of that. I wish I could be carefree and not totally hate drunk people.
I need to go figure out what I'm doing tonight. And bloody PACK.
I love you guys... I'll take lotsa pictures in California.
I want to pack everyone in a suitcase and take y'all with me.
♥m.
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Posted on February 03, 2005 @ 11:39 am
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Posted on February 02, 2005 @ 7:34 pm
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bullet proof... i wish i was - radiohead |
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limb by limb
&
tooth by tooth
tearing up inside of me
every day
every hour
wish that i
was bullet proof.
wax me
mould me
heat the pins
and stab them in
you have turned me into this...
just wish that it
was bullet proof.
so pay me money and take a shot
lead-fill the hole in me
i could burst a million bubbles
all surrogate
&
bullet proof.
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Posted on January 30, 2005 @ 5:11 pm
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http://profiles.myspace.com/users/11861379
add me at myspace. Please? Pretty please? I'll love you forever.
I got one to be friends with Jupiter Sunrise. i'm such a loser.
<333333
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Posted on January 23, 2005 @ 12:16 am
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Njósnavélin - Sigur Ros <3333333 |
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í sou ræ
essou nnón naufýl löú
Translation:
is all well?
do all wild doves find love?
This song is on repeat and it's amazing.
Sigur Ros = Crack.
( more nonsense )
The tournament... We placed 6th, winning two out of three of our games. We would have done better had we played four. The scoring for the tournament was silly and there were no elimination rounds. It was stupid. Still had fun.
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Posted on January 20, 2005 @ 4:42 pm
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company calls epilogue - death cab |
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I'm trying to be less of a loser. Or feel like one. Damn you, PMS
A hobo stole our bottled water!! He's been cajoling my mom out of money, has seen through the screen jake's laptop and guitars, and is a nasty little bastard.
I can't keep my door unlocked anymore. :(
I'm scared.
I feel so proud. Johnny called me and again, I wasn't tempted. Now that I know his game, I could make him play mine if I really felt like it, but I'm satisfied with what I have.... I actually feel bad about that sometimes, being so attatched and not meeting as many new people as possible. He basically called because he saw my pictures (his mom did my hair) and heard I was single (I was at the time if we remember that ordeal)... I even begged him to go with me to it but he had work... He's regretting that right now. I probably wouldn't be with Denver if we hadn't gone to the dance on a 'last date.'
Johnny'll be in Michigan sometime in 2005. Odd to think about. We caught up alot. Nice kid, good kid, but not someone I'd settle for. :\ Too much into the scooby and I don't know where he's been.
I don't remember school so I won't even try.
♥
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Posted on January 17, 2005 @ 8:06 pm
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happiness - elliott smith |
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I had an update.
It got deleted.
Probably for the best.
It was rather morbid and self-pitying.
I'm going away now... must break in these emo glasses, right?
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